Truly beautiful prose. I was hooked right away. What I find adds to it are the remarks within it that are themselves internalized misogyny, expressing disdain for woman who express femininity, simplifying the existence of women into exactly what the sexist archetype is, and expressing the internalized hatred that you fight against, fearing to be anything that resembles the Man-Archetype's fantasy, projecting it onto other women, and expressing your anger and hurt through words.

I want to read this back like a mantra until an epiphany grows roots and watch what blooms.